oh gosh... this feels so odd...
i haven't posted here in ages...
owwhkayy... errmm... well... as u all very well know i'm in cardiff now... thats in wales if you don't already know... classes have started and its all quite alright... things to get used to... the people, the weather and the food...
what i miss back home?? the people, the weather and the food...
its not all bad... when u think about it its actually all kinda pleasant here... besides the fact i miss a certain someone like crazy and he misses me too... ahh well... he's probably sleeping his silly head off now...
OK! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!
i have made an impromptu decision to stop posting on this blog...
why u may ask?
well... looking at the blog... the layout, the posts, the outdated links, the colour... everything about it... is not very me anymore... i think just like how u grow out of clothes... i think i've grown out of everything that exists on this blog... they're memories for sure... and i think i'll keep it open for memories sake... but i think... this shall be my last post on this blog...
so thank you very much everyone who has been reading this... however infrequent... thank you for being my public ear... when i needed a certain anyone to tell a story or rant to... thank you again...
i may start another blog... i'm thinking about it... maybe to signify a new start to my life over here... and well... lets just say alot has changed..
so sayonara everyone!!
for the last time on 'As Told By Kirsty'...
,
kirsty
over-and-out!!
bloody trojans... using your computer or the internet nowadays is like fighting a war...
defending your fortress of information against spies and intruders...
ok you computer whizzes out there... i'll be eternally grateful if you can help me with this...
i have a norman antivirus software.. original k... my firewall was Not On... don't ask me why... i never knew it was switched off...
this morning after i switched on the computer... i got 4 alerts from norman saying that it has detected a trojan and sent it to quarantine... fine and dandy...
later on... i accessed norman's quarantine window and deleted all 4 files... immediately after i deleted it... norman rings again saying they detected a trojan and sent it to quarantine...
i don't know much besides what i see from the quarantine window.. here it is...
Quarantined: c:\windows\system32
File: w32sys.exe
Date: April 28 2007 (which is odd because it said september 12 a few mins ago... and yes norman rang again)
size: 53 kB
diagnostic: W32/VBTroj.HHO
it doesn't make sense cuz when i looked at the properties of the file on windows32... it says it was created on september the 12th... but updated on april 28th... 2007... wtf???
all files previously infected had to do with windows32 and among them was my flashplayer that got infected... sin yew suggested that i delete the file on safe mode... but deleting w32sys.exe???? wtf?? won't the computer cease proper function???
there goes...
HELP???
thanks sweetheart... for everything...
ps. cukup remindings tak???
the 101 things which are going to happen and will happen when and even before this countdown comes to an end...
i want so many things... i have so many things, people i don't want to leave behind...
things that i've found that have made me happier than i've been in a long long time... maybe ever in certain aspects...
but as life's drama goes on...
its not the changes i'll go through that worries me...
its the changes that'll happen here when i'm gone that i think about the most...
i don't know if i can face that. hmm...
updates on my life... " Hey there _____
1. the only significant thing that happened... me and the cuzzin... going to singapore... shopping our brains out... woohhoo... that is until daddy sees the credit card bill and realize i spent the bulk of the bill buying underwear... (i was lacking k!!! i just got a little over the top this time.. hehe..
)
otherwise... its been bumming and trying to settle all the stuff needed for visa applications... the biggest hurdle before actually flying off..
randomness begins to hit...
if doubt was test by mother nature of your trust and faith... what happens if you trust that at some point in your life you're going to doubt yourself and the people around you...
if soul mates truly exist... then what about those whose souls never find another soul capable enough to heal theirs...
if dreams are constructed by your sub conscious mind and your conscience is said to be your sub conscious mind... why does your conscience lie?? and if when they do... who else's own advice do you heed...
if somebody up there created us to lead the world to eternal happiness... he/she/it screwed up majorly...
if dogs were always so loving.. loyal... caring and protective... and you know that even if the world has given up on you... your dog will always love you... why in the world are humans ruling the world...
if abortion is a sin... then what is letting a new born child die from starvation and neglect...
sing with me...
"apology not accepted add me to the broken hearts you've collected.."
"have you come here for forgiveness... have you come to raise the dead... have you come here to play jesus??? to the lepers in your hand..."
"did i ask too much... more than alot?? you gave me nothing now its all i got... we're one but we're not the same... if we had each other then we'd do it again..."
How’s the work, the friends, the family
The dream that you’ve been working for
Will soon be reality
If you believe
Be the person I know you can be
In you I believe..."
randomness.. OUT.
,
kirsty
as i sleep more... my eyebags get worse and worse...
kirsty get off your ass and do something productive!!!
nahhh... i'm gonna enjoy myself this time around...
love me hate me whatever...
i'm gonna get fatter, play harder, live life, dance more, take chances...
hehe...
i love.
(^_^)
this post was started some time ago but never posted...
ahh well....
here it is anyway...
finally... weekend!! or more like the end of the weekend!!! hehe...
its off to singapore tomorrow with wen de wen wen... haha... u know who you are...
things achieved this week...
1. rehearsals rehearsals more rehearsals... client meetings... costume shopping...
2. show 1:
Electrolux launch- excluding a huge costume scare and the almost biggest boo boo ever from funky socks... it was fun... met some interesting people aka. The ComeBackKings (go check out their blog..) and had a good laugh along the way.. first time in a 5 star boutique hotel... pretty darn pretty... (^_^) all hail electrolux's deo-cooler fridge!!!
3. show 2:
ok la... not exactly a show but an audition... the hannah tan audition... finally get to see francis n sal after... errmm.. 2 years?? since the last charity concert anyway... it went well... excluding my few extremely obvious boo boos... haha... which they forgave.. i think.. lets cross our fingers n await the results...
4. show 3:
telekom malaysia's EPL launch- wigs!! my worst nightmare... i don't think i'll ever look or feel comfortable in anything except my own hair... all part of show business... we are here to entertain... thats the truth... and if wigs are needed to do it... we have to use it... hehe...
pictures up soon if i can actually find nice ones...
,
kirsty
My name is Kirsty... everything you'd want to know (or not want to know) about me is written in this blog.. thoughts, dreams, moodswings, etc... i say what i want on this blog... if u don't like it.. too bad! =p
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